Splitters
I can't help but be reminded of the warring political factions in Monty Python's
The Life Of Brian when I think about some of the silliness that goes around in the blogosphere. For those who haven't seen the film or are unaware of it,
Brian is Python's religious satire: it focuses mainly on Brian, born in Judea at the same time as Jesus, and who is mistaken for the Messiah. In the movie, the title character Brian is trying to get into the Judean People's Front, a political organization trying to get rid of the occupying Romans. Brian wants nothing more than to be with a pretty girl who's a member of the group. But the Judean People's Front isn't the only such organization, there's also the People's Front of Judea and the Popular Front of Judea (who as it turns out, is only one person).
In our case, of course, the people we're fighting aren't Romans, but the leadership of the Republican Party. And rather than being an organized group, we're just a series of louder and quieter voices attempting to change the political landscape. Of course, I'm one of the quieter voices, the really big guns right now are
Atrios and
Daily Kos, because of their influence with the Democrats due to the fact that they can and have raised money for them. A lot of bloggers, myself included, feel a little left out because of this: a mention by Atrios for example would mean a great deal to a small blogger, as it would generate the kinds of hits they would regularly never see. To use myself as an example, I get maybe 50 hits a day, even making a comment on Atrios can get me an extra 30-40 hits. But I can't post several times a day, with my schedule I'm lucky to do my two shows a week and post every couple of days or so. I simply can't compete with Atrios and Daily Kos, and I know this.
But, as I see it, that doesn't diminish what I'm doing or make me want to stop doing it. The Rev. Allen Brill of
The Right Christians/The Village Gate felt like he was being ignored by Atrios because of a feud over one of Atrios posts, and so he minimized his presence on the site in the hopes that it would clear the air between them. Is Atrios even aware of this? And do we smaller blogs have a right to demand a presence on Atrios' site simply because we're fighting the same fight? The answer to the second question is NO. If Atrios wants to link me or link a post that's up to him, it is, after all, his site. I will simply continue to do what I can, given my limited abilities and lack of time. I think Rev. Brill was wrong to have minimized his presence, in my opinion, he
is that site, and it's not as good since he's not as active.
The reason I'm bringing all this up is because of the
Laura Flanders thing. As was mentioned in an earlier post, I was invited to be on her Air America radio show this last Sunday, but was cancelled at the last minute for what turned out to be pretty specious reasons. They contacted me because I am on the
White Rose Society's list, did they decide they made a mistake in asking me and are handling it by stringing me out in the hopes I will do something to justify their not having me? I am not privy to their meetings and private discussions, so I have no clue as to what is going on here, but it upsets me a lot, because it means a lot to me to gain some recognition after all the work I have been doing. Hey, I don't get any money for it, some recognition would make it a little worthwhile, make me feel like I'm doing more than masturbating here. There's a part of me that says to be patient, there's another part of me that screams bloody murder about having an invitation withdrawn, something that means a lot to me. If I want to be a success, I can't allow myself to be walked over. But I also am not in a position to make any demands, after all, who gives a shit about a 50-hit a day blogger?
I'm not the only one who feels this way, and it doesn't seem to have anything to do with the number of hits a site gets. Others, like
Bartcop (who gets hundreds of thousands of hits a day) are also feeling a little left out. I honestly believe that the real reason Atrios and Kos are getting on Air America is because they raise money for Democrats, which is a fine thing of course, but I wonder how much more we could do if we were given a boost. I for one would like nothing more than to be able to devote more time to the show and to the blog, but there's only so many hours in the day and I have only so much energy. All I can hope for is to keep doing what I've been doing and catch a break somewhere.
In the meantime, I will continue to support Atrios and Kos and Air America simply because I understand who the
real enemy is.